How can I forget

Forgive and forget right?
That's what they always say.
But how can I forget the way you made an ocean cascade down my cheeks and the way you pushed a dagger right through my heart.
How can I forget the hurt you caused me time and time again.
I can't forget the confusion I felt. And how you told me I was stupid. I had never felt so dumb in my life.
And the worst thing of all was, I loved you...
I didn't love you like how friends love each other. It was different. When I thought of my future I thought of it with you. And only you.
Was I stupid or were you the only person I had ever met who I could be truly myself with.
The way you made me cry that day I thought the tears would never stop falling.

20 questions about me

Heyyyy!

Welcome to the vanity post! I'm just joking, I just fancied doing this post for you guys.

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1. I am 5" exactly. I like to say that I am 5"1 to make me feel better about myself but nope I am 5" and I am a midget!

2. At the moment I am really loving pale pink, like a baby/ pastel pink colour. According to this picture it is just classed as pink. Clothing wise I like to wear grey and black aswell as that pink colour. Oh and also I've been really into blue.

3. My favorite school subject would have to be History I think. It is the subject I hate the least. I don't particularly enjoy any of my subjects though due to the stress. If I take out the stress of it then I would say that art or maths might be my favorite. But History is my all round favorite.

4. I would quite like to either learn an instrument or a language. I was thinking about learning guitar or piano. For a language I might just continue learning Spanish as I have been studying it for the last 7 years (and I still can't understand it!)

5. Oh I'm obsessed with quotes. I don't have a favorite quote but I do really like something simple like "it will be okay". No wait my favorite quote is definitely "if you cant love yourself, how the hell you going to love yourself" by RuPaul

6. I do really like bacon... and cheese... and bacon and cheese together.

7. Does my bed count?

8. Of course not! Okay I'm pretty sure everyone uses sarcasm, it's funny! 

9. Right at this moment I am listening to the lovely Selena Gomez- Kill them with kindness

10, My shoe size is 3... I KNOW I'M A MIDGET!

11. Blueeeee

12. Chocolate Brown (with orangey-red ends)

13. Jeans, I love skirts but unless I am wearing tights I wont wear one

14. Big Hero 6. I just love Baymax so much!

15. My favorite song is Lego House by Ed Sheeran

16. I think my favorite book is Paper towns by John Green. 

17. five seconds of summer (5SOS)

18. Any holiday where I get away from school!

19. I probably should've picked a different set of questions!

20. (finally the last question!) I am currently reading Night circus, I am not sure of the author of it though. It's really good!